New Poems by Pat Nolan |
by Pat Nolan |
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DOGS OF FEAR “I had nothing to tell them; I was talking to their dogs.” -- Philip Whalen DOGS OF FEAR “I had nothing to tell them; I was talking to their dogs.” -- Philip Whalen Dogs of fear jump out from narrow lanes the hills echo with snarl tooth barks while the trees maintain silence within their own skin a wet mutt stands guard in the bed of a truck ducks feast in the shallows of the rising river a cormorant looks lost in the wide muddy swath the woman at the corner keeps two men her husband and his new best friend the lust of one holds the interest of the other such is the way of the world our urges well domesticated our fears still wild the cat has produced a litter under the water heater days embossed with season’s gloom a break in the clouds stripes the wet asphalt our notion of the path resides in the imagination to think is to be to be is to suffer to suffer is to think about being and the tortuous ways of the mind the yellow bloom of the acacia attracts all the available light a pair of Canada geese silhouetted against the bulge of cloud high above the stink of someone burning trash in their fireplace how could have the shapeless rain made square holes in the roadway I TOLD YOU SO for Brian Howlett There is art and there is art I do both motor starts stops starts the sun is a dying star act like there’s no tomorrow everything must be done now mow lawn trim hedge whack weeds blow leaves not a moment idle driven by predestination’s curse let no moment go unoccupied while I slice the olives washing machine agitating speaks of the past and the future Afrique Afrique Afrique it says to me in French the thumb all along destined for greater things beyond its mere grasping ambitions “I have written a truly marvelous poem which this page is too narrow to contain” signed Son of Fermat space suit clothed by circumstance I can be the center of the universe or an imaginary particle to go quietly mad or madly quiet neck deep in river ducks swim up like guests at a cocktail party my head on a platter of sun splotched liquid no one needs to know what I know POSTCARD TO TED IN HEAVEN “roll over Berrigan, tell O’Hara the news” dear ted your history is my history even so I hear you sing “come-on-a my house my house a-come-on” which I will do (eventually) I still have your directions “at heaven’s gate turn left” MOBY TED I feel sad I read Ted’s poems again Ted had to die he did but before he did he taught that to be a poet you must take yourself seriously take yourself apart bit by bit word by word until there is nothing left of you a vast emptiness where the last of any of you was even joined and you are scattered all over the rug like cracker crumbs blindfolded you must reassemble yourself no instruction manual only a collected poems holding the door ajar letting the light in THE LYRICISM OF EXISTENCE for Mike Tuggle In touch with the universe there’s always a message on my machine I tread the patched gray asphalt the gravity of my pace felt to the end of time the sun’s position in the firmament the speed of light all relative matter every cell delights in absorption gossamer flicker at my periphery the curl of cloud wave-like in the southern sky participate in my particular singularity practicing the magic of the ancients amigo, what about you get deep into the ash it’s the only way you’ll understand your carbon nature dance as a ghost cultured by the earth invisible among people footprint as bent grass before the rain A HISTORY OF HAIKAI* for Keith Kumasen Abbott After a brief shower sunset leaves its signature on standing water rain attends the flanks of firs time to drain the bank account autumn evening questions posed answered perhaps weighty old memories I turn to heat my back humming to myself alone the old wicker gate held up by its latch the winter moon (after Kikaku) every star in its place too cold to linger and count dish towel draped over my shoulder long after the dishes have been done swatting a fly the price I’ll pay in eternity on the street below cat pauses listening maybe he heard me thinking cash receipt marks a page in the book I return not much different from a single electron that stubborn recluse with so much wretchedness guilt at my moment of joy I couldn’t hear the wind blew the words away the shape of her mouth up until now nothing but nonsense the moon tonight kept inside by the storm kids in their rain-gear impatient for showers when the car finally pulls up I can find worry free sleep pounding head crick in neck I blame the cherry blossoms (after Buson) I don’t need the bright lights dew strung on gossamer just fine I can no longer hear the high pitched whine of evening’s hunters in charge of its destiny the last melon on the vine in a ragged coat stop to view a majestic presence mist in the tree tops “I should stop by but it’s been so long what could I say” fast asleep the taste of blowfish repeating may be a mantra (after Basho) satisfied in a dream I can put those desires to bed impatient blue sky at the edge of a cloud burst wetter than winter raking petals into a pile the bare earth’s turn if I returned as a moth I would sadly expect the same treatment “I know all that” hollow words fly back in my face a chill comes with the rain easing up immaculate moon has this dust always covered everything wild chamomiles anemic along the cracked sidewalk about to keel over (after Shiki) “who I am today more than yesterday less than tomorrow” it must be very cold the actors speak their lines with visible breath even in the shadows snow remains snow after random cherry blossom beauty order imposed by the broom the young bamboo races up to its supple green height |
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