GRUNT FATHERS NO FATHERS                                                                
                                                                                                   


ALL THE DEAD WHO'VE DIED WITH NO DOCUMENTATION IN ANONYMITY BURIED IN PLACES NO ONE KNOWS INCINERATED 20 METERS DUE SOUTH FROM HERE THE DISTINCT SMELL OF A FRESHLY KILLED CORPSE AND THE OLFACTORY TRAUMA OF IT AND ALL THE DOCTORS THE DOCTORS THE DOCTORS OF VARIOUS DESCRIPTIONS OF VARIOUS DESCRIPTIONS AND THE COLONELS AND THE COLONELS AND THEIR SURGEONS AND THEIR AMPUTEES AND INFECTIONS AND LEAKS AND PLUMBERS AND ALL THE SILENCED ONES AND THE KIDNEYS OF THE CHINESE CRIMINALS IN THE DIPLOMATIC BAGS DESTINED FOR THE RICH AMERICANS* AND THE AMERASIAN KIDS WITH GRUNT FATHERS NO FATHERS GRUNT FATHERS NO FATHERS RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE CHILDREN OF SOUTHEAST ASIA AND A POLITICAL/DIPLOMATIC OFFENSIVE TO FORCE DEADBEAT VIET NAM VET FATHERS TO BRING THE KIDS TO OHIO NEBRASKA CALIFORNIA NEW JERSEY AND THE WATER THEY DON'T HAVE CLEAN IN BANGKOK AND HO CHI MINH CITY AND DHAKA AND IN MY WORST MOMENTS I WISH CERTAIN SPECIAL FATES ON CERTAIN SPECIAL PEOPLE SUCH AS INSTANT DROOLING FUTURE FOREVER IN CONVALESCENT HOMES WITH MEDICAL SYNDROMES NO DOCTOR CAN  DIAGNOSE TERRY SHAIVO BUT WITH WORLDS OF PAIN UNTIL DEATH A THOUSAND MOCK EXECUTIONS UNTIL A DEATH WHICH NEVER COMES AND NEVER COMES AND NEVER COMES AGAIN AND ALL THE POISONS AND THEIR CRUELTIES AND INFUSING THE TEA THE BOTULINUM SPREADS TESTICLES SPLIT KIDNEYS OPENED LIKE SO MANY CROISSANTS WITH BUTTER AND YOU JUST CANNOT  BEGIN TO IMAGINE HOW HARD IT IS TO KNOW THE THINGS I KNOW ABOUT WHAT THE PEOPLE WHO LEAD US HAVE DONE.





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* Item in the press: certain corpses of executed criminals in China reportedly have incisions consistent with organ harvesting; the notion of organs in diplomatic pouches is a poetic invention but who really knows where these body parts go?