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| by Megan Burns |
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I went to where a house was and found the body. I was the finder of the body that was among what was once a house and is now empty window sills and broken wood. I was the finder of what are now bones and pieces of hair clinging to the bone and more that cannot be told. I found what was part body and part bones in the dry heat of nearly one year past the flooding that took what was once a house, and I witnessed the body unfound. And here the word found does not imply lost but found as in the loss of something, that which there is still no accurate name for; as in the loss of the house which was found first by the eyes and then later the loss of the breath that the room held where the body was sealed. That was the removal of the door letting out a sigh, and there I uncovered it and gave it a name. I named it the body and then noting that it was not all body then said and bones and said in this house but then realized that implies home and so turned towards another word. The word that is left after the walls come down, this world of intangibles that fills the front room piled high against the door of the bedroom unopened and behind which lay the body. So, the body too having once been a word more specific and maybe even one that encompassed movement and scent, a word that held memories and once caressed the softest parts of another’s flesh. This was the word I did not know and so not knowing said body and noting the inaccuracy tried to avoid looking at the body. It is useless to imagine the word that the body possessed to another who loved it and how those hands which are not hands were ever held. It is impossible to imagine now how the house was once whole and how once that body did dance beneath the front room fan that now lies crumpled on the floor. That the body had legs is indisputable and so the dance can be imagined, but the precise nature of the legs, how they folded and what sweat crept behind the backs of the knees shall never be revealed. This is the legacy one earns as the keeper of telling a story of this discovery, as if “a-ha” could ever be applied to what is uncovered here in this city.
Walking Song —J. Cage What is the pitch of the phenomena? One dreams about a room and in its familiarity believes to have awoken. Then on waking is anything lost in the actions of the dreaming, to rise again is necessary. All actions from the minutest detail begin to unravel and rethread into the morning of this afternoon. Whether you dream you are awakened or awakened by the dream, both transitions require the aptitude to transgress the unexpected towards what we know holds meaning. This is the sound of one arm waking. Does you mean the undercurrent of all “you”s? Ask yourself what you mean by questioning at all. And then what is the purpose of the question mark stopped from below by a period but hovering above as some sort of incubus of symbolism. Think on the lilt in the spoken word: that which one intends to mark as the question, the point in visible language pouring from one’s mouth where the speaker stops and says here is the emphasis for which I desire your answer. The heat of any inflection is desire for the continuance of its own self. What holds the dirt in a city of water? You develop such a thorough relationship with the teachings that they become a part of you. Words delivered in a charismatic voice or if the brain is the better part of valor, words delivered in a timorous, halting lisp, so that each syllable is capable of being sliced out of the moment to moment thread. It’s a long way down. What is active storytelling versus digression? The solitary individual remains naïve and unable to counsel others. There is a story about a man reading a book and the book is about the man reading the book and still to complicate matters, there is the tension of each impending death that we wake and walk around with as a matter of this living. Wonder is the grace in the reality of things. This unblown earth in its eventual wrapped cage. Regard this lecture as a measure of the pulse. No mute tribe has ever been discovered.
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