Two poems by Athena Kashyap |
by Athena Kashyap |
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Until early this century, Hindus believed that if you crossed the oceans, the “black waters,” by leaving the physical boundaries of India, you would lose your identity and become an outcaste. crossing black waters Once she stepped outside, her skin dissolved. She struggled to stay
afloat but as years distanced her from the caress of the Ganges
that once swept her plains, holy hum of her hidden
Himalayan caves, she grew weak. Just when she started
to drown, webs of seed, teeth, and hair unraveled
to release her, let her float away, guided by loose, unkempt stars.
coming down the mountain for Shiv Ram Kashyap
Great-grandfather enters my room in Los Angeles, clutching two clumps of roots still bleeding Himalayan mud. He says he’s sorry to come so late at night, but he can’t find his way. The family house he built in Lahore still stands, but neighbors have moved in and his family is gone. At the University, the botany lab he founded no longer bears his name. His students have aged terribly—they look right through him. He has trouble with his eyes, sees just half of everything—his students, the map of India on the wall. Even the city landscape is missing parts—temples, sari shops, certain street names. The last thing he remembers is climbing the mountain, up from the city he once knew and loved. He looks so tired, I want to help him but am myself adrift, barely flickering in this city’s sea of lights. Our family’s dispersed like seeds, searching for each other and their own selves in clouds of lost mountains. I see, says Grandfather with his half-blind eyes, but then he’s gone, waving dead roots in my face. This e-mail address is being protected from spam bots, you need JavaScript enabled to view it |
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