Four
Poems
by Chad Faries |
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I
found an amazing text from 1897 entitled "the book of knowledge." It is
a kind of encyclopedia fro children but has a totally bizarre narrative
voice. At time it is we, sometimes you, and then there is that "I," which
is some sort of a good. Anyway, these poems are collages of entries from
that book and my own modern twists. I kept a turn of the century diction.
Why is it Bad to Sleep With Flowers in Your Room The reason is a very good one. They may no longer be as beautiful as they once were, and they are constantly exposing their beautiful genitals which makes the world envy and creates war and destruction, makes magazines like Barely Legal and Young Dumb and Full of Come. Their Tiresian ambi-sexuality is worthy of wonder as well. They are cunning re- concilers. When you sleep with flowers in your room, you are sick with ecstasy as they spoil the air, which, if not changed, can hurt you. You see, flowers breathe like you, though very much less, so they spoil everything. Also, cut flowers are slowly dying, like us, and as they die they are changed and things are given off from them which are probably not good for you. I have some ideas but it is best that I keep this information from you. Neither cut flowers nor living plants are good to sleep with, for both of them in the dark do nothing but help to poison the air in the room. I do not say that this is very important. I would much rather you slept with your window open and had a few flowers in the room, than with the window shut and no flowers; but still, it is worth remembering. Be skeptical of delivery. This is for you. The Real Machinery That Works When We Breathe, Part One: Respiration Everything that we call breathing is simply a blue in a blue, but has nothing to do with the sky. There is a very oblong exhausted tongue that laps the earth daily, and pants excessively. There is a wagging tail that sweeps away the dandruff of ages. And just as a fire burns brightest in a good draft, so our bodies burn best, and in the most healthy way when the blood moves quickly through them- This is best done making love or playing volleyball at work picnics. Perhaps we are beginning to learn how wonderful blood is. I saw a machine fail once. TJT's Nirvana Bar picnic. On a picnic table under a brilliant noon light, the dog- breath air, drunken volleyballs bouncing out of bounds, and Patti who loved squirrels screaming at the sight of Bill Newman tipping off the top of the table like a huge empty bottle of ketchup caught in a lakeside gust. A control burn in the center of the body. A slow howl and the tiny capillaries in a dog's eye burst into red asterisks. A taut tail beats the machine unknowingly. The real breathing is elemental, a billion breaths in my body as I grasp my cock every morning, smelling dog and shoot- ing off into a failed machinery of night and kick-start the cellular motor of mourning. The Ostrich Which Runs Like an Express Train Instead of Flying When we think of this we must remember that the wings of all birds, big or little, flying or flightless, are only hands which have been changed to wings. And in this we may remember our first love, and how that touch was like a delicate wisp of feather. Oh how the blood pumped and surged. How the blood wanted our bodies to lift off and fly with the feathers of twelve years old, a play- ground, and parents in flocks behind closed doors moaning and moaning-frustrated at the realization that they, even with feathers, would forever be flightless ostriches. Unable to fly, but still wild. When wild an ostrich shuns men and prefers the company of giraffes and zebras and mule deer. As it has lost the power of wings, it has developed the power of its legs, similar to the development of clipped and fallen man's sense of persuasion. At the peak of adolescence, if the feathers and gloating are right, man can court successfully up to five times a day depending on the lines of longitude. In the Upper Peninsula teens have dreams of peacocks and wash themselves with brightly painted loofa sponges but fear aircraft. And when they lose a love they run like hell along the river bank. Yes, I did it once and I would say I was quite like an express train, and I ran and ran, with zebras and giraffes fleeing from all sides. Of course I couldn't keep it up, but even when that first freshness wore off, I could still outrun a good horse, unless the man upon the horse's back knows how to hunt me. And I think he does. Though I may be finding a door to hide behind. Little Problems for Clever People "I have just sold nine quarter-ounce bags of prime Skunk Weed and seven quarter-ounce bags of Acapulco Gold for $1500," said Farmer Giles. "I suppose you got more for each bag of Skunk than you did for the Acapulco Gold?" asked his friend. "Yes, I got double," replied the farmer. What was the price of the Skunk Weed? When I was in middle school I loved Mary Lucas like I loved LSD and smoking dope in my closet with a black-light and benches made of speakers. Her voice was all shaky when we touched, as if cold, or sick with fever. Although I liken it to a sickness, it seemed good. Maybe a purging. But this is sometimes bad. Later I dated a Bulimic who said she binged and purged, which was not good. I knew I heard of binging from my grandmother who said that's what my mother did, went on a "binge" and ended up at the white brick treatment center in the VA hospital in Marquette. She stopped drinking and only smoked dope, which seemed good, for this is what I did in the bong closet with the black-light where I tip-touched Mary who shook, which, for the most part, was good, although, like I said, I did liken it to a sickness. In all this good and gray not good, I often wonder what my status was at that time and can only assume that it was good as long as I was with Mary, which turned out to be short- lived which was bad. But I figure since that weekend after I got out of my own white brick treatment--that last time we made love at aunt Holly's student housing apartment on the leapord rug one of Al Capone's henchman shot, her back propped up by the green shag bean-bag that still sits in a corner of a different house fifteen years later with all of its glorious smells, the first time she reached orgasm, and the wonder of her tight muscles clutching all over, coming until she cried, terrified of ecstasy, her dizzy gaze observing everything but pale me, frightened by what may have been the closest we ever were --the remainder of my days have been a simple yearning that is too easy for a poem. And I remembered my mother one breakfast morning telling me she felt that way with Dan Wall, her first orgasm. There is no bad or good to describe that. |
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