En
los suenos (escribe Coleridge) las imagenes figuran las impresiones
que pensamos que causan; no sentimos horror porque nos oprime una
esfinge,
soñamos una esfinge para explicar el horror que sentimos. Si
esto es asi ¿como podria una mera cronica de sus formas transmitir
el estupor, la exaltacion, las alarmas, la amenaza y el jubilo que
tejieron el sueno de esa noche? Ensayare esa cronica, sin embargo;
acaso el hecho de que una sola escena integro aquel sueno borre o
mitigue la dificultad esencial.
El lugar era la Facultad de Filosofia
y Letras; la hora, el atardecer. Todo (como suele ocurrir en los suenos)
era un poco distinto; una ligera magnificacion alteraba las cosas.
Elegiamos autoridades; yo hablaba con Pedro Henriquez Urena, que en
la vigilia ha muerto hace muchos anos. Brusca mente nos aturdio un
clamor de manifestacion o de murga. Alaridos humanos y animales llegaban
desde el Bajo. Una voz grito: ¡Ahi vienen! y despues ¡Los Dioses!
¡Los Dioses! Cuatro a cinco sujetos salieron de la turba y ocuparon
la tarima del Aula Magna. Todos aplaudimos, llorando; eran los Dioses
que volvian al cabo de un destierro de siglos. Agrandados por la tarima,
la cabeza echada hacia atras y el pecho hacia adelante, recibieron
con soberbia nuestro homenaje. Uno sostenia una rama, que se conformaba,
sin duda, a la sencilla botanica de los suenos; otro, en amplio ademan,
extendia una mano que era una garra; una de las caras de Jano miraba
con recelo el encorvado pico de Thoth. Tal vez excitado por nues tros
aplausos, uno, ya no se cual, prorrumpo en un cloqueo victorioso,
in creiblemente agrio, con algo de gargara y de silbido. Las cosas,
desde aquel momento, cambiaron.
Todo empezo por la sospecha (tal vez
exagerada) de que los Dioses no sabian hablar. Siglos de vida fugitiva
y feral habian atrofiado en ellos lo hu mano; la luna del Islam y
la cruz de Roma habian sido implacables con esos profugos. Frentes
muy bajas, dentaduras amarillas, bigotes ralos de mulato o de chino
y belfos bestiales publicaban la degeneraci6n de la estirpe olimpica.
Sus prendas no correspondian a una pobreza decorosa y decente sino
al lujo malevo de los garitos y de los lupanares del Bajo. En un ojal
sangraba un clavel; en un saco ajustado se adivinaba el bulto de una
daga. Bruscamente sentimos que jugaban su ultima carta, que eran taimados,
ignorantes y crueles como viejos animales de presa y que, si nos dejabamos
ganar por el miedo o la lastima, acabarian por destruirnos.
Sacamos los pesados revolveres (de pronto
hubo revolveres en el sueno) y alegremente dimos muerte a los Dioses.
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In
dreams, writes Coleridge, images form the impressions that we believe
them to trigger; we are not afraid because we're clutched by a sphinx,
but rather a sphinx embodies the fear that we feel. If this is so,
can a mere account of one's dream--shapes transmit the stupor, the
elation, the false alarms, the menace, and the jubilation that is
woven into last night's sleep? I will experiment with this account,
without restraint; perhaps the fact that the dream was a single stream
of consciousness expunges or mitigates this essential difficulty.
The place was the School of Arts; it
was dark. Everything was a little different (as the surface of things
is in dreams); a slight magnification altered everything. We were
picking the department heads. I was talking with Pedro Henriquez Urena,
who by this night has been dead for many years. Suddenly--it comes
to mind-we were startled by a massive demonstration or the disharmony
of rank amateur street musicians. The shrieks of men and animals rose
up from the lower floors. One voice called out: "Here they come!"
and then "The Gods! The Gods!" Four or five beings emerged
from the mob and took over the platform of the great hall. We all
applauded, weeping; it was the Gods finally returning from centuries
of exile. The platform exaggerated their prowess, they flung their
heads backwards, and shoved their chests forward, arrogantly accepting
our humble tribute. One held laurels, made--without a doubt-from the
untouchable botany of dreams; another made a wide gesture, extending
his hand which was a claw; one of the faces of Janus looked fearfully
on the crooked beak of Thoth. Perhaps incited by our applause, one--I
don't remember which--burst forth in a victorious, unbelievably disagreeable
clucking, with something akin to gurgling and hissing. Things, after
that moment, began to change.
Everyone began to suspect (perhaps excessively)
that the Gods did not know how to speak. Centuries of life in exile,
living like wild animals, had atrophied their once humanoid appearance;
the Muslim moon and the Roman cross had been ruthless with these escapees.
Low down Cro-Magnon brows, yellow teeth, meager Oriental mustachios,
and beast-like lips obviously broadcasted the collapse of the lineage
of Olympus. Their clothing didn't allude to decent decorous poverty,
but of the garish luxury of gambling dens and brothels. In a buttonhole,
a red carnation bled; we detected a dagger's outline beneath a tight-fitting
coat. All of a sudden, we sensed that they were bluffing on their
last card, that they were underhanded, dangerously ignorant, and cruel
as aging predators, and that if we relented in fear or pity, they
would destroy us.
We drew our heavy revolvers (the guns
appeared immediately in the dream) and we happily slaughtered the
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