April
Fool's Day. Bill Gasper lights a contraband Cuban with his daddy's
101st Airborne Ranger Zippo, and slips the battered lighter into the
pocket of his authentic Civil War reproduction Confederate officer's
coat. A fine day for a reenactment. Nearby, Union and Confederate
soldiers mill around a new four-wheel-drive Ford that sports a chrome
brush guard and a diamond plate tool box, Lynyrd Skynyrd on the radio.
A stars and bars battle flag decal in the window with the motto Forget,
Hell. They drink Lite beer and thermos coffee. Bill teaches American
history at the high school, born and raised in Walker County, educated
at the Capstone. The men talk like they like to do. Moonlight, magnolias
and the South rising again, conveniently disremembering, Bill notes,
that the antebellum South was hardly a goddamn picnic for most. The
talk moves on to the Braves, Crimson Tide football, the fishing at
Lake Lurleen. They finish their beer and toss the empty cans into
the ditch between the parking lot and the open field where on April
1, 1865, Croxton's Union raiders, on their way to sack the University
of Alabama, encountered a unit of Confederate militia. The men stroll
to their places in the clearing, smoking, talking, priming their replica
cap and ball rifles for the 134th anniversary of the Battle of Vance.
Tourists and families and local history buffs have assembled behind
a yellow ribbon that says "Do Not Enter" strung between
two folding chairs. Bill leads an attack of plumbers, architects,
accountants, and car salesmen in grey on a group of their neighbors
and colleagues dressed in blue. Rifle shots percussion and hoarse
yells like cheers. Gunsmoke hangs thick in the humid air. Bill Gasper
lies mortally wounded on cue once again in the coarse grass, his sweat
trickling onto hard-packed red clay while the battle whirls around
him. His stomach lurches and he wishes he'd had breakfast. The sun
climbs burning. His neighbors begin to fall. Simpson, a barber from
Northport, takes a Minie ball in the stomach and lies moaning horribly.
A boy from the University drops suddenly, awkwardly, onto his back,
a black hole in his face. Ronnie, the shortstop on the Shiloh Lounge
softball team is curled up on the ground screaming for his mother,
his right arm shattered. Bill can no longer see the tourists, the
parking lot, the rental tent and the picnic tables laden with the
First Baptist Ladies Auxiliary's sweet tea and barbecue lunch. The
battle intensifies. Small arms fire and the occasional thump of a
mortar. The field is littered with the dead and the wounded. Bill
sees a Ranger in the heat-shimmered distance struggling to drag a
wounded soldier to cover when an AK-47 opens up from the tree line
beyond the ditch and both men are cut down. Bill closes his eyes against
the heat and the noise and realizes he is weeping. When all is finally
quiet he knows only his own body, stiff and sore on the ground, his
dirt-caked hands and burning neck, the wool uniform soaked through,
the sharp pain in his chest. His ears ring. His knee throbs, an old
football injury aggravated by a slide into home plate in last Monday
night's league softball game. He lies motionless and the world spins
around him. The Federal troops, less 32 men, are on their way to burn
Tuscaloosa. A local farmer digs graves for the Confederate dead. Bill's
father begins the long journey from Southeast Asia home to where his
widow will hold a neatly-folded American flag and her young son's
hand, where they will watch him lowered into the red dirt of Alabama
in the shadow of Denny stadium, the echo of a 21-gun salute still
ringing in their ears.